MY SMS TO HIM:
I need to get this off my chest and I don’t want to keep it to myself anymore. I like you, and I like you so much that it borders on the levels of love. I’m glad it happened because I’ve been trying hard to define it and it finally came to that day that I’m certain of my feelings towards you. I’ve been telling you since that I’m not expecting anything especially do i expect you to feel the same way but i appreciate you coming into my life and invoking feelings from me that i thought i will never be capable of feeling anymore. I just don’t think that it would be fair for either of us to see each other again because it would kill me to not be together with you and I know you are still not yet ready. You are a special person and you will remain one to me even if we are no longer seeing each other. I have just been missing the times that we have been together and those are the times that I remember being happy and when you left you took along that happiness with you. I love myself and I’d hate that I’d be left with this gnawing feeling of wanting to be with you all the time even if you can’t so I take it would be best for me to stop whatever it is that we have right now and I might be into something deep that I can no longer handle anymore.
Still on my outbox. Sometime this century, I might be able to hit send.